Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
old fren
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
Monday, December 14, 2009
FreedOm
Thursday, December 10, 2009
allergic pizza
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
khatan
Friday, November 20, 2009
Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia [SPM]
Friday, November 13, 2009
this is da ryte tyme
friday.last day fOr enjOyed n being a commOn student. 'cuz next tyme,i'll cOme tO schoOl as a SPM candidate.lately befOre step out frOm schoOl,we able tO apOlOgise with all teacher.for wut i had dOne tO them.my spOken ,naughty,my actiOn.evrytin'.that's wut i'm hate it.cried.huhu.but it happened.
tO teachers :
thanx fOr all knOwledge that u had gave tO me.ur blessing was shadOw wherever i was.wut i'm dOing.it's enOugh even mOre than that.u r evrytin'.u neva tired tO advised me.cOnvinced myself bOut my ability.believed myself.being a mOtivater.gave ur perfect smile tO me even i knOw it's hard fOr yOu after we gOt a bad result.gOnna miss yOu.thanx teacher.thanx yOu fOr evrytin' :)
tO all my fren :
thanx fOr wut we had dOne tOgether.wut we had thrOugh.cried.laughed.tears.sadness.happy. evrytin' syg.i want evryone of us success after wut we had thrOugh tOgether.being sumone.prOve tO all peOple that we can dO it alsO.we can success.nOt like wut they always said.prOve they're wrOng.prOve that!make our great step.create sumtin' that can open dirty eyes of others.especially u'll guys.make our dream reality.don't let the others carry insult u'll.u'll is better than that oke.i knOw we can dO it like wut teachers n our parents always said.other than that,supplied with their blessing we can make it out of this jOurney.this is da ryte tyme fOr us.exactly!
Friday, November 6, 2009
argument
Thursday, October 29, 2009
thanx :)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
again and again
well,yesterday early in da mOrning my bestie was called me n yeah, i knOw her had sumtin' tO talk tO.n i alsO knOw wut tOpic will she open.it's true!at beginning sje wat ta faham.malas nak dengar dye membebel kt aku.then,dye teruskan juga.haha.dye dah taw perangai aku cane.aku pun dengar setiap pe yang dye cakap.try tO defend myself even i knOw she will blamed it on me.again n again.nOt she only.but evryone around me.ta salahkan dOrang tO judge me as cruel persOn 'cuz evrytyme talkin' bOut that,i'm loOk slumber.laugh here n there.nOt curiOus.n i like tO say 'lantak lah'.yeah.exactly!but dOrg taw pe akuh rase.?since first it was happened,i am da unlucky persOn that blunder.that's me.again and again.tired.evrytin' of my wOrd is unacceptable.why?juz 'cuz i neva talk wut i'm feelin' act.wut i'm think.wut in my heart.wut i want.evrytin'!!and i will nevermOre tO speak out.neva!fullstOp.i'm nOt da kind of persOn.'cuz evry drop of my tear was brought out of my sadness.disillusion.it's enOugh i think.and i juz let it gO sO i can carry on my life withOut bleed n da peOple out there can't see my darkness side. after that sO i can give my perfect smile.jOke as usual.tease.even inside of me was injured.nOt 'cuz of that only.it's mOre than that.wut peOple talk bOut me.damn me.but i knOw my unhappy it's juz for a while.then,i can laugh as befOre.well,let bygOne be bygOne.nOthing tO reminisce.it's whO am i act.fOr yOu,i neva blame yOu fOr wut happened nOw.maybe it's true.it was my fault.i want yOu knOw that 's yOu are da lucky one which is have a gud friend like them. appreciate them as much as yOu can.sO,evryone of yOu,cOntinue tO blamed it on me and i dun care anymOre!Saturday, October 17, 2009
:)
Friday, October 16, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
sadness and friends
tOday as usual.nOthing happen.but yeah,yesterday.my fren was called me n talked sumtin'. it sOund urgent.first sentence from him when picked up da fOn, 'dye minx clash'.unpredictable 'cuz i did't prefer diz thing will happen.yup,a week befOre, he was tell me bOut their argument but i'm nOt take curiOus bOut that 'cuz biase r kn argue n fighting.then,it will be oke as befOre.sO,he ask me hOw to dO now.aduh,dah lame xwat kje mOtivate and advise org nih.huhu.i asked him whether he ready tO lOse the gurl or in other word he willing tO relinquish that gurl or he still want tO try cOrrect their relatiOn.and he said,he willing.it's mOre easier r kn.sO,wut r u waiting fOr ryte? u had make a decisiOn.juz dO it r dear.but u knOw wut,wut i like bOut him is easy tO make decisiOn & brave take a risk.i knOw he was sad even he laugh.then,we had sOme talked and jOke.laughter n tease.stOp there.at midnight,he text me but sleep already r.huhu.sOry oke. dawn befOre gOing tO schoOl,i text him & give sum sentence.wut da sntence? sebOk kOrg! haha.wherever u are,u r my bestie darl!wut had happened yesterday was realised me bOut wut friend is act.a lOng time didn't think bOut 'friend term'.yOu cry, laugh, angry,sadness,dOwn or wuteva,u'll share it wit fren even ur luver juz beside on yOu.am i ryte?think it by ur own r.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
diari
Friday, October 9, 2009
padan muke
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
cukup setakat ini
camne nak start stOry? harini pergi sekOlah cam biasa. tapi entah kenapa,hati aku rasa lain. aku rasa fed-up dgn mereka2 yang tak pernah berubah.sampai bila? ye,befOre diz aku rasa bertanggungjawab untuk advise dOrang.datang & ajar dOrang even dOrang tak pernah mintak semua tuh.tapi takpe.aku tak kesah.kita kawan kan.maybe lebih dari kawan,teman.sumtyme aku diperlekehkan camtuh jer.mase kte ajr,cakap dengan orang lain.mintak kita explain byk kali. igt kOrg bayar aku ke 'tuk ajr kOrg.?aku sabar dengan keadaan tuh even kawan-kawan aku cakap aku lebihkan mereka2 tuh.de gak yang cakap tak yah amik pOrt dengan dOrg 'cuz dOrg tak kan pernah berubah.aku jadi bahan dalam geng aku kadang tuh.maybe dOrang tak pernah tahu tentang itu.tapi takpe.ketika itu aku masih percaya yang aku boleh mengubah diri dOrang. aku gagahkan jugak hati nih.sikgu selalu cakap 'apabila kamu melangkah setapak keluar dari sini,kamu tidak akan bersama lagi seperti sekarang.tiada siapa akan bantu kamu.kamu akan ada hidup sendiri.kerjaya sendiri.semua itu akan kamu jalani atas apa yang kamu usahakan selama kamu berada disini & sejauh mana kamu kerjakan ia.tidak kira sehebat mana relatiOn kamu.tidak kira apa jua hubungan kamu.'itulah yang sering terngiang-ngiang di telinga aku.tapi aku tak pernah mengia & menidakkan kenyataan tuh.bukan apa,kalau diizinkan Tuhan,aku nak mereka tersenyum bersama aku & rakan lain ketika mendapat result.maybe aku tak mampu buat mereka ketawa, tapi cukuplah sekadar sekuntum senyuman yang terukir.aku pernah rasa kesedihan sebelum nih bila bestie aku dapat result yg bagi dye kurang m'berangsangkan. tambahan lagi bila result aku jauh lebih baik dr dye. aku taw dye kecewa sangat.tyme tuh aku rasa agak b'salah 'cuz t'fikir.selama nih aku belajar syOk sendiri ke sampai aku lupakan dye? tak tolOng dye?kedekut ilmu ke aku nih? lepas kejadian tuh, aku mula share setiap ilmu yang aku ada dengan dye sehinggakan dye same level dgn aku.lebih dasyat result dye mengatasi aku.tapi aku tak pernah dengki dengan apa yang dye perolehi kerana bagi aku tuh rezki dye & aku tak cukup usaha.begitu juga yang aku cuba lakukan dengan mereka2.sampailah hari ini. aku mula mengakui kenyataan yang keluar dari mulut cikgu tuh. benar apa yang dikatakan. hOnestly, aku dah give-up nak tolOng dOrang yang tak pernah nak tolong diri dOrang sendiri.kenapa kita yang kerap kali amik kesah pasal dOrang sedangkan dOrang relax jer.sO,after diz,jangan pelik kalau aku tak amik pOrt pasal kOrang macam sebelum nih sebab aku tau.pe sekalipun yang aku wat 'tuk kOrang.benda tuh tak kan pernah berhasil.even that, aku sentiasa disini kalau satu ketika kOrang perlukan aku 'tuk m'bantu kOrang.tapi 'tuk seperti dulu yang bantuan dihulur tanpa dipinta takkkan pernah ada lagi!tak kira sape pun kau!cukup setakat pe yang pernah aku berikan.
Monday, October 5, 2009
study grOup
hellO evrybOdy! how r u? yeah,it's been a week i didn't update blOg i think.yeah.didn't hve tOpic tO wrOte & a lil' bz r.sO,sOrry oke? yesterday,i wif my fren had a study grOup at my hOuse. and all of us had choOsen math as subject fOr make a revisiOn fOr the day.well, one of my bestie weak in diz sub act.sO, we gave mOre attentiOn tO her.pity fOr her.she a lil' bit slOw when we talk bOut math.nOt math only,but evrytin' which have a num.sO funny!at beginnin',i take the respOnsibility tO explain any questiOn that she nOt undersatnd.but she still nOt understnd.after that, my fren,shahida replace me. she still nOt undtsnd. next, nasha teach her. still didn't understnd. can u imagine it? tired ouh. i feel tO angry her but my fren said 'dOn't angry wif her r.pity fOr her.calm dOwn'.haha. sO, take a rest fOr a while after study fOr 3 hOurs. after lunch,cOntinue our study 'till 4pm.next week mybe make a stdy grOup.but nOt decide yet.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
appreciatiOn
Monday, September 28, 2009
fighting on study
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Zodiac
dOminant in relatiOnship. sOmeOne luves them ryte nOw. always wants the last wOrd. caring. smart. lOyal. easy tO talk tO. everythin' yOu ever wanted. easy tO please. A pushover. lOves tO gamble and take chances. needs tO have last say in evrytin'. They think they knOw evrytin' and usually dO. Respectful tO others but yOu will quickly lOse their respect if yOu dO sOmethin' untrustwOrthly tOwards them and never regain respect. they dO nOt forgive and never fOrget the one and only.
-by ament pOur
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Friday, September 18, 2009
selamat hari raye Aidilfitri :)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
belated bday present :)
Monday, September 14, 2009
kad rayer
Friday, September 11, 2009
perginya insan bergelar guru
Thursday, September 10, 2009
new fren :)
Sunday, September 6, 2009
kuih raye
* pOyO plak. cm xpenah wt jerk. pdahal evry year wat. haha.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
perempuan :)
skoOl

here are sOme of my memOry wif my belOved fren. classmate yg ting-tOng. but, still da bez.! syg gile2 dgn dOrang. jgn lupe aku weyh nanti biler dah habis skul.
p/s : banyak lagi pix. tpi xbley rOtate.! sengal.!
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
sweet 17 :)
yeah. tOday is my birthday. i'm 7teen years old nOw. alhamdulillah. cukup gak umO aku. sempat gak aku kecapi umO ni. wish aku kali nih.? secret r dear. dah makin dewasa, of cOurse harapan aku makin besar. makin tinggi. kOrg nmpk pix tuh.? that was my 1st birthday present fOr diz year. nOt 1st wish. but 1st present. whO gave.? of cOurse frOm my dear. haha. thanx u! tadi kn bfOre balek, classmate aku ckp nk baling tpung kt aku sOk. gler r dOrg.! ah pe aku kesah. kOrg brani kOrg wat r. taw r nasib kOrg t. huhu. jgn dicabar iman aku bulan pOse nih. nyway, thanx tO all my fren yg igt bday aku rini, yg wish. thanx eh :)
Thursday, August 27, 2009
study
tOlak harini, cuti tinggal 4 hari. selasa aku dah kena naik skul n trial. mak aih. aku xstudy pe pn g weyh! asyk ckp risau jerk. tp xb'gerak2 aku nih g study. haha. kOrang de ubat rajin x.? nak ckit bOley.?
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
like what i'm predict :)
hOw tO start diz stOry.? yeah. a few week befOre, had sumOne was begging me tO return back tO him. sO many reasOn he gave tO me fOr take me back. what he said.? blablabla. byk gler. but i had tell tO him that i had sumOne already. act, he was my ex-bf. n he was unfaithful with me.! damn yOu.! a few days later, i was teased him with the pix that he put on his myspace. captiOn : MY BOBOO. haha. what da reasOn.? juz fren r efa. nOthing. bru jer knl. de aku kesah ker kau baru kenal.? siap b'sumpah dgn aku tuh tak nak cari gf baru. alsn.? serik. haha. bajet i ley blembut dgn u macam 1st i kenal u. nO r. i knOw ur tactic r dear.! sO much okeh. like what i'm predict. tuptup. tgOk ms dyer, dh de gf bru. haha. see.? i knOw him btter frOm other gurl n bOy even i xslalu cOmmunicate dgn dyer. xdpt dinafikn, dyer mmg sweet-talker. tapi, dyer salah orglah dgn aku. aku xkesahlah pe dyer nak wat. g pun aku de sumOne btter frOm him. that's da fact. juz wait n see sjauh ne dyer dgn gurl tuh. xdOakan yg xbek bOut them. aku bukan org camtuh. juz. haha. wait fOr ur turn ,gurl tO sad juz 'cuz of him. i'm sure u'll gOt ur time. tapi, tak tau r kalau dyer dah brubah. InsyaAllah.
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
buka puasa
semalam 1st day puasa n macam taun2 lepas r. family sys aku b'buka kt umh ktrg. kbetulan, nenek, aunt n cOusin pn de kt cni. sO, lagi meriah r. mkn per.? sedap seyh. haha. sahur pn rajin jerk aku bangun. biasa r awal2 kn. tggu next week skul dh start. b'tuah sgt r aku nk sahur. malas r.
Friday, August 21, 2009
MERDEKA !
dalam excited nak sambut puasa nih. jangan dilupa Hari Kemerdekaan Malaysia yang ke-52. macam2 yang sudah kita tempuhi untuk kecapi apa yang kita ada. namun, dalam masa yang sama, masih ada antara kita yang terpinggir. hanya negara sahaja yang maju walhal, fikiran bangsa Melayu masih ditampuk lama. tidak berganjak walau setitik.! oleh itu, apa kata kita luangkan sedikit masa renungkan sejenak apa yang dilagukan oleh mereka2 yang celik mata & juga hatinya.
ANAK KECIL MAIN API
PERJUANGAN YANG BELUM SELESAI
LAYU
sO, wut ur feelin' nOw.? nOthing.? xde prasaan r kOrg nih. when i watch diz videO, feel upset n sad. pe yang TUN MAHATHIR cakap sumenye btOl. bukan bak bkk pekung di dada bangsa, juz nak kita sedar. dye cukup penat. dye pernah cakap : 'nak bangunkan negara adalah lebih mudah daripada memaju & menukar stigma Melayu'. lebih kurang camtuh r ayat dyer. bayangkanlah. aku cukup menghargai jasa2 pejuang bangsa sebelumnih. terutama, TUN DR MAHATHIR. dye idOla aku. nO one can replace him as herO of Malaysia.!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
cite sengal
tadi last paper befOre hOliday nih. evrytin' is ok. tp tadi kan mase wat essay bi. klakar plak aku rase. wat sOalan pasal stOry. ending dye msti kna ayt ' I had speechless & tOuched with the give that I neva had' lebih kurang camtuh r. aku pun fikir punya fikir. nak wat cite cmner nih. mase dah suntuk gler.! kang fikir lame2 mase habis. stengah jam lagi habis maser. mati aku kalau essay xsiap. aku pun bantai. Alhamdulillah. sempat siap. idea datang pun laju cam air. tapi sbb mase dah singkat, tpakse pendekkan stOry tuh. ikutkan stOry aku tuh panjang. mase aku wat essay asyik senyum jer. dah cm org xbtOl aku rase. xde r. cte aku pun cam sengal en. hak3~ wuteva r. asl essay aku siap & dapat markah sudah. nak tggu marks utk stOry sengal aku tuh.! haha.
sambut puasa
Monday, August 17, 2009
worried
1st day trial. ok lah. but +math macam bese. xyah cakap pun dah taw kan. pagi tadi aku bangun macam bese. siap2 nak g skul. befOre g skul aku jalankan respOnsible aku as daughter. salam mama & ayah. mula2 salam ayah. mase salam ayah tulah dye. ayah tarik & peluk aku, gosok badan & kepala aku. then he said :
Sunday, August 16, 2009
add MATH
sOk dah start trial exam + gerak gempur. ouh nO.! aku xstudy lgi nih. 1st pper dah killer subject. +math. adOi. npe r ckg ltk tuh 1st pper. ltak lah pper tuh lps cuty. aku pun tak taw ape mOtif aku blaja +math. if chem or biO de gak lah benefitnyer. still using da knOwledge in my life. +math.? juz a stupid subject r syg.! bkn nnt aku kawen husband aku tny bnd2 nih pn. haha. tpi nk wt cmne, da kna blaja kn. juz dO it larh.
Friday, August 14, 2009
diari 5B
dua hari b'cuti, naik sekOlah agak mengejutkan aku bila ada yang berubah. baru dua hari tuh aku cuti. majOriti classmate aku dah mula study & dO revisiOn fOr trial exam next week. fuh! terkejut gila sebenarnye. yelah, bukan snang nak tengOk dOrg study. huhu. masing2 cuba memanfaatkan masa yang t'luang sebaik mungkin. de je keje yang dOrg wat. g padang fOr PJK pun bwk bku same. they make me prOud wif them! but at the same time, sOme of us still de yang macam endah tak endah jer dengan trial next week. playing there & here. entahlah. lantak dOrg. that's their feauture.nOt me ryte.? sejak kebelakangan nih, aku malas cikit nak study. tapi tadi, tgOk mmbe bukan men khusyuk lagi study, aku pun wat same r. tak pasal2 hari ni aku straight study. nO playing okeh! thanx dear fren 'cuz dah naikkan semula semgat aku nak study. cikgu bm cakap lame xnampak aku.hOliday ker.? alah,perli akulah tuh. baru dua hari cuti dah rindu ke cikgu.? dye tnye aku demam ker.? aku pun ye kn jer. haha. suddenly, rase cam tensiOn gler r dgn study nih. tak sbr nak hbs.!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
return tO him.?
penah dengar lagu ALEXA-JANGAN KAU LEPAS & RAMA-SAAT TERINDAH.? nice sOng rite.? aQ mmg sker lagu tuh. tapi xsangke lak yang aQ akn dpt lagu tuh. de org bagi kt aQ. dye nk aQ hayati & dgr lagu tuh btOl2. aQ pn dgr n fhm mksud dye tuh per. but, sOry dear. i had sum1 n i dOn't want tO hurt him. n i alsO dOn't knOw even i cOme back to yOu, i can get what i had nOw. peOple can say evrytin' bOut him, but i knOw him much better frOm u n them!
cuti-cuti skOla
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
diari 5B
Saturday, August 8, 2009
lOyal
entah kenape, sejak kebelakangan ni, hati aku kerap diduga. de je yang datang. tak cukup dengan tuh, hati aQ sendiri pun. tak taw nak cakap camne. penat main dengan benda nih. bukan terlalu yakin, tapi sO far, hati aku still tetap.! tak berpaling tadah. aku pun tak berani nak cakap pasal benda-benda ni 'cuz hati kan. kalau aku b'iya-iya cakap tak pun. tapi kalau Tuhan nak duga, dia pusingkan sikit hati aku. autOmatik berubah rite.? juz tryin' da bez. even one day my relatiOn will break, unfaithful will nOt being da reasOn. hOpe sO.







